I thought you forgot me... :'(

Every day brings with it something to be solved,
something to be checked, something to be organised,
something to be listened to, something to be acted on.
As I keep doing them one after the other,
mindless of time, mindless of space,
mindless of reason and check the last one,

Something peeps out of the dark corners of my heart,
Have you any time for me? It asks,
sullen and silent. Of course Yes, Why wouldn't I?
It starts sobbing, I thought you forgot me.
How can I? It's you who keep me moving,
it's you who stops me from going ahead.

It's you I hate for all the failures you remind of
It's you I love for all those happy moments I am unworthy of
Everyone advice, order, threaten and beg me
to throw you away once forever, but Silly,
they seldom do it to their own past.